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This gallery is dead.

Journal Entry: Fri Mar 11, 2005, 9:53 AM
I'm shutting down this gallery.

(ANGST)

I'm really, really dissatisfied with the quality of my artwork in this gallery, and of the material I chose to post. My art has improved by leaps and bounds, but because of the atmosphere this gallery has created for itself, one of being constant mockery and fangirlism (which is actually just fine, my next one will be EXACTLY THE SAME, just with more slash) that I can't post some of the more recent stuff I've done, and have no ambition to do the stuff I want to do.

I'm a slash fangirl. I like slash. I like sexual tension even better.

I'm going to create a new gallery, likely under the name of Buboe or Bapple. I'll know by the time this journal entry is complete, because I'll start making my new gallery and I'll tell the four people who want to follow me what the name is.

I'll probably be more active in my next gallery, because I'll have the ambition.

This gallery will not be closed down. I don't have the heart to remove stuff like Little Pyramid Head that people love so much.

I'll be stalking lots of you, don't worry. Mostly people I really like and enjoy talking to, like HentaiSushi, soulesslouisa, firnatowen, coolmoslice, mathewsleep, BLAH BLAH BLAH. If you weren't mentioned, quiet. There's zillions of you.

And I'm not moving to sheezyart, so shaddup.

The new gallery will be called buboe. So, [link].

I'll put up a link if everything goes well.

Thankyew.

- Le Jho

(/angst)

Devious Information

  • Current Age: Slow like bear (16)
  • Current Residence: Your attic. Or maybe mine. Either way, it's dusty, you untidy bastard.
  • Interests: Parasitic twins. I'm dating yours, matter of fact.
  • Favourite movie: For fun, I like horror movies. But I like biographies, foreign movies, indie films. Make me think~
  • Favourite band or musician: Right now, The Tea Party is humping my face. It changes biweekly.
  • Favourite genre of music: Loud. xD
  • Favourite artist: Humon <3
  • Favourite poet or writer: Anyone who writes dirty Limericks. 'There once was a man from Nantucket...'
  • Favourite photographer: I could invent a name and none of you would know. Jackson Greensplatter.
  • Favourite style or digital art: Pencil! *stabs paper*
  • Operating System: An egg. *holds up a shiny egg*
  • MP3 player of choice: My mpio player killed a man just to watch him die.
  • Shell of choice: Turtle.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Not ugly.
  • Skin of choice: Chicken.
  • Favourite game: Silent Hill 4, Soul Calibur II, SSX3, Pikmin, Zelda series, Alice, so on and so forth...
  • Favourite gaming platform: Gamecube. <3 I'm a Nintendo loyalist.
  • Favourite cartoon character: *makes monkey noises, bashes head on keyboard*
  • Personal Quote: 'Straining spaghetti is so hard - I always throw it out the window by mistake.'
  • Tools of the Trade: a large hammer.

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*DarkFlamon:iconDarkFlamon: Dec 5, 2005, 2:08:42 AM
Will you ever come back? ;.;

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~typically-chaos:icontypically-chaos: Sep 10, 2005, 2:13:56 PM
:glomp: HEY!! It's Me Mags From The Devaint meet XD ^^
I moved to another account :P

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~soulesslouisa:iconsoulesslouisa: Sep 1, 2005, 2:31:13 AM
hoyl crap I miss youuuuuuu.

please return to one of your accounts.

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~bubonicapple:iconbubonicapple: Jun 6, 2005, 1:38:09 PM
That's what I've been doing, kid.

I've made a lot of new friends, I have a good, steady job, and an expansive life outside of the internet. I have no idea what you're up to, but whatever it is, you look like you're doing fine. And I have no idea what other options we have besides picking ourselves up and just moving on.

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~soulcop:iconsoulcop: Jun 6, 2005, 1:30:22 PM
Should we just live out our new lives and move on?
~soulcop:iconsoulcop: Jun 6, 2005, 1:30:07 PM
Should we just live out our new lives and move on?
~bubonicapple:iconbubonicapple: Jun 6, 2005, 1:22:48 PM
I mean in the course of this conversation, I never accused you of drugs.

I don't know if anything else needs to or should be said now.

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~soulcop:iconsoulcop: Jun 6, 2005, 1:09:12 PM
Off the record, I find it funny that for class change all we did was switch spots.
~soulcop:iconsoulcop: Jun 6, 2005, 1:04:52 PM
If memory suits me, one of the reasons you were mad with me in Jr. High was because you thought I smoked pot.
But once again that's in the past.

I wish a hug would help but in this case it can't.
Nothing can.

I've hurt you, and there is no way I can change that.
~bubonicapple:iconbubonicapple: Jun 6, 2005, 12:57:05 PM
I never accused you of doing drugs. Yay for random points.

And you seem to be doing fine, to me. You have friends, I always see you with someone, and I'm glad you seem to be doing better for yourself, instead of people always picking on you and bullying you.

I don't hate you, I don't dislike you. You hurt me and I still have no clue why. I look at you, if you'll pardon the cornyness, with confusion. I could never really hate you, I guess, because we were friends with so much and I trusted you with some serious secrets. I don't regret trusting you, I don't regret being friends with you.

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~soulcop:iconsoulcop: Jun 6, 2005, 12:49:38 PM
As do I Jho..

I wish I could turn back time but I can't.
I can only deal with what is in front of me now.
And currently it's you guys...

I was in the art room today and I saw a drawing of Angele.
All the old memories came back and I almost cried because I missed that time that much.

I feel as though a part of me was ripped of and thrown in a garberator.

And for the record, I never have and never will do drugs.
And that's the truth.
Why would I need to lie to you?
Either way you would still look at me the same now as you would have yesterday...
~bubonicapple:iconbubonicapple: Jun 6, 2005, 12:45:06 PM
Or triple-posted, even.

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~bubonicapple:iconbubonicapple: Jun 6, 2005, 12:43:50 PM
I liked having you as a friend, I won't deny that. Pathetic as it is one of the best times I had with you was that time on Yahoo when we abused the comic-strip set up of an IMvironment. I can't even really look at you anymore.

This is the second time you've done something stupid that hurt me a lot, and I don't know if I can risk it again, and if you had just said something sooner, a *lot* sooner, I probably wouldn't feel this way.

We've both changed a lot. I have more confidence, more friends, and a way better temper than I ever have. If you choose to go back to your 'roots', good luck with that.

(may be double-posted)

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~bubonicapple:iconbubonicapple: Jun 6, 2005, 12:42:53 PM
I liked having you as a friend, I won't deny that. Pathetic as it is one of the best times I had with you was that time on Yahoo when we abused the comic-strip set up of an IMvironment. I can't even really look at you anymore.

This is the second time you've done something stupid that hurt me a lot, and I don't know if I can risk it again, and if you had just said something sooner, a *lot* sooner, I probably wouldn't feel this way.

We've both changed a lot. I have more confidence, more friends, and a way better temper than I ever have. If you choose to go back to your 'roots', good luck with that.

(may be double-posted)

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~bubonicapple:iconbubonicapple: Jun 6, 2005, 12:40:31 PM
I liked having you as a friend, I won't deny that. Pathetic as it is one of the best times I had with you was that time on Yahoo when we abused the comic-strip set up of an IMvironment. I can't even really look at you anymore.

This is the second time you've done something stupid that hurt me a lot, and I don't know if I can risk it again, and if you had just said something sooner, a *lot* sooner, I probably wouldn't feel this way.

We've both changed a lot. I have more confidence, more friends, and a way better temper than I ever have. If you choose to go back to your 'roots', good luck with that.

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~soulcop:iconsoulcop: Jun 6, 2005, 12:37:01 PM
STUPID DOUBLE POSTS!!!!!!
~soulcop:iconsoulcop: Jun 6, 2005, 12:35:04 PM
I don't expect you to do anything, I only wanted you to here what I felt.

2 days after our fight I deleted that character from existance.
I didn't want to think of it, see it, or be it.
The sad part is it's taken untill now for me to fess up, and swallow my ego.

I've killed the "new" me.
I'm going back to my roots... Little of friends, and little acknolegment of existence.
~soulcop:iconsoulcop: Jun 6, 2005, 12:34:59 PM
I don't expect you to do anything, I only wanted you to here what I felt.

2 days after our fight I deleted that character from existance.
I didn't want to think of it, see it, or be it.
The sad part is it's taken untill now for me to fess up, and swallow my ego.

I've killed the "new" me.
I'm going back to my roots... Little of friends, and little acknolegment of existence.
~bubonicapple:iconbubonicapple: Jun 6, 2005, 12:28:26 PM
The thing is, keed, it still hurts viciously, just that you had the audacity to do that to me, and lie about it when I caught you. I can't even use that damn Kiwi anymore because it still hurts, and it just reminds me of what you did.

What exactly are you expecting me to say, here? I forgive you? Oh, it's fine? You hurt me, and you've waited almost a year or so to even say anything to me. The bad thing is, your stupid fucking Gaia groupies don't even know you ripped that character off, and he was probably ripped off a few more times because of what you did.

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~soulcop:iconsoulcop: Jun 6, 2005, 12:24:42 PM
What I did was wrong and un-forgiving.

I know that and you know that. (Obviously)
I can't change what I have done in the past, or the way you look on me now.

I was going through the "stupid" part of my life, where I thought that I didn't need REAL friends when I had plenty of "online" ones.
I blew you off like you meant nothing to me.

When really you did.
~bubonicapple:iconbubonicapple: Jun 6, 2005, 12:18:39 PM
Yeah, the sorry's a bit too late, kiddo, especially the way you BLEW ME OFF when I told you that you hurt me. I quote: 'I don't need this shit'.

Thanks so much.

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~soulcop:iconsoulcop: Jun 6, 2005, 12:18:16 PM
Sorry about the double post, this cpu seems to be lagging...
~soulcop:iconsoulcop: Jun 6, 2005, 12:17:35 PM
I look back at that and realize how stupid I was to do something like that.

I was an egotistical moron, and as my ego grew the more enemies I made.
I never meant to let it go that far...

I lost a great friend and for what?
A fictional character...

I still can't believe that I would do such a thing, and I've regretted it since.

There's only 2 words that I can say that express how I truely feel.

"I'm sorry."

I know it's too late for sorrys but for as much as it's worth I really am sorry.
~soulcop:iconsoulcop: Jun 6, 2005, 12:16:38 PM
I look back at that and realize how stupid I was to do something like that.

I was an egotistical moron, and as my ego grew the more enemies I made.
I never meant to let it go that far...

I lost a great friend and for what?
A fictional character...

I still can't believe that I would do such a thing, and I've regretted it since.

There's only 2 words that I can say that express how I truely feel.

"I'm sorry."

I know it's too late for sorrys but for as much as it's worth I really am sorry.
~bubonicapple:iconbubonicapple: Jun 6, 2005, 12:10:51 PM
Kind of a dumb question. YOU WIN.

You did a selfish thing to garner popularity on a *website*, you didn't care how it would make me feel, and it hurt. It was just a little character I made to make my friends smile, and you ripped it off and didn't even bothering to ask me if you could rip off and sell out a private creation.

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